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Opinion | A Photo Can Tell the Truth About a Lie. Or a Lie About the Truth.

Opinion | A Photo Can Tell the Truth About a Lie. Or a Lie About the Truth.
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In “Let Us Now Praise Famous Men,” the poet and novelist James Agee praises the camera as “the central instrument” of his age. He believed that photography was capable of transmitting, as no other art could, “the peculiar kinds of poetic vitality which blaze in every real thing.” Only photographers like his collaborator Walker Evans, he writes, captured “the cruel radiance of what is.”

A Long Arc: Photography and the American South since 1845,” a new exhibition at the High Museum in Atlanta, might well have been titled “The Cruel Radiance of What Is.” The reach of its ambitions and the brilliance of its execution offer nothing less than a full visual accounting of this beautiful, punishing and deeply troubled region.

Even before photographs of battle fortifications and mass graves and prison camps and cities in ruin brought home in detail the enormous scale and human cost of the Civil War, images of the realities of enslaved people in the South inspired widespread moral outrage and aided the abolitionist movement. Southern politicians had been lying about both the benevolence of enslavers and the “three-fifths” nature of Black humanity since the founding of this country, but the real truth about slavery began to come clear to most people outside the South only when the first photographs of enslaved people emerged.

“Rebel Works in Front of Atlanta, Ga., No. 1,” 1864George N. Barnard

“Slave pens at Alexandria,” reads the hand-labeled reproduction of a photo by the celebrated Civil War photographer Mathew B. Brady. Think about the cold fact of that label for a moment. The places where enslaved people were imprisoned before being sold weren’t called jails. They were called pens. Built to contain livestock.

The photograph of “Whipped Peter,” who fled a Louisiana plantation after a savage whipping, was among the most widely circulated images of the 19th century. “Peter barely survived the beating that made his back a map,” writes the scholar Imani Perry in an Aperture monograph that accompanies the exhibit, “and then ran to freedom, barefoot and chased by bloodhounds.”

The raised scars in that photograph were undeniable in a way that other accounts of slavery’s brutality, however powerful, had not been. The image tells the truth about slavery “in a way that even Mrs. [Harriet Beecher] Stowe can not approach,” wrote a journalist of the time, “because it tells the story to the eye.”

What a camera records, of course, is only what the human being who wields it wants it to record. A photographer shapes an image the way any other artist does: by making decisions about what to focus on, how to light the subject, what angle and distance to view it from, and the like. Those decisions are guided by a unique understanding of the world and a particular artistic intention, as well as by some sense of how a viewer might respond to the image itself.

“2nd Regiment, United States Colored Light Artillery, Battery A: Ram,” 1864.Unidentified Photographer
“A Burial Party, Cold Harbor, Virginia,” 1865.John Reekie

Unsurprisingly, then, it wasn’t long before the moral clarity offered by photographs became considerably less clear as politicians discovered the manipulative power of the medium when its goal is manipulation. In 1867, long before AI turned every digital experience into a cause for uncertainty, leaders in New Orleans struck on the idea of commissioning a collection of photographs designed to attract investment in the city.

The beauty of the resulting images by Theodore Lilienthal obscures the dark reality of postwar life for Black Southerners. A photo taken on St. Charles Street and aimed toward the St. Charles Exchange Hotel, for example, makes no reference to the history of the site as a place where enslaved people had been auctioned in the very recent past. As Brian Piper, the photography curator at the New Orleans Museum of Art, notes in an essay for the Aperture monograph, “What was meant to appear splendid on the surface was in fact rotten at its core.”

The curators of “A Long Arc,” like many documentary and fine-art photographers themselves, are far more interested in overt records of injustice. When something terrible has befallen other human beings, and when it continually befalls them for no reason but their own powerlessness, a perfectly captured photograph can sometimes wake the rest of America from its slumber and inspire at least a small measure of social change.

Therefore, this exhibition does not stint on the magnificent documentary photographs that emerged from the South during the Great Depression, emerged again during the civil-rights movement, and emerged yet again during our own age as environmental devastation has ravaged not just the earth but also marginalized human communities.

And yet the most affecting photographs in “A Long Arc” are not — or at least are not merely — visual records of exploitation. The most powerful images capture the beauty and the tenderness and the self-possession of people who are living out their lives mostly invisible to the rest of the world. Or of the scarred but beautiful landscapes they call home. Or of the ramifications of an unresolved history still unspooling in this history-haunted part of the country.

I’m thinking especially of Richard Misrach’s 1998 image of a pipeline running just above swamp waters in Geismar, La.

“Swamp and Pipeline, Geismar, Louisiana,” 1998, printed 2012.Richard Misrach

I’m thinking of Gillian Laub’s 2011 photograph “Prom Prince and Princess Dancing at the Integrated Prom,” taken the year after a high school in Montgomery County, Ga., finally integrated its prom for the first time.

I’m thinking of Dawoud Bey’s series pairing photographs of children the same age as the children who were murdered in the bombing of Birmingham’s 16th Street Baptist Church with photographs of adults the age they would have been when the photos were taken in 2012.

Though I have focused on the social justice elements of “A Long Arc,” there is far more to this exhibition than I have room here to discuss. The High Museum is uniquely positioned to mount an extravagant and comprehensive show like this, in part because its curators began to collect photographs in the early 1970s, but also because they have done more than simply collect and preserve existing work. Through a series of commissions beginning in 1996, the museum has also empowered gifted photographers to chronicle the South as they see it. To help us see it.

As the title of the exhibition suggests, to see these photographs within a relentlessly unfolding timeline is to discover undeniable evidence that the Rev. Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. was not wrong about the arc of the moral universe. Human beings are no longer chained to an auction block in New Orleans or blasted by fire hoses in the streets of Birmingham, Ala., during a peaceful demonstration.

“Kelly Ingram Park, Birmingham, Alabama,” 1963.Bob Adelman

But in other ways, evidence of accruing justice is more difficult to discern. Except for the clothing and hair styles of the men in the photos, it would be very easy to confuse the subjects of Charles Moore’s 1964 image of segregationists at the Ole Miss riot in Oxford, Miss., with the subjects of Balazs Gardi’s photograph taken at the U.S. Capitol on Jan. 6, 2021. And Wendy Ewald’s photo “Charles and the Quilts,” dated 1975-1982, might just as well have been taken by Walker Evans during the Great Depression.

The magnificence of a retrospective like this is not just the accounting offered by its historical sweep, but the way it conveys the immense complexity of this region, to inspire a renewed attention to the cruel radiance of what is. Suffering does not always lead to compassion and change, but photographs like these remind us that standing in witness to suffering surely should.

Margaret Renkl, a contributing Opinion writer, is the author of the books “Graceland, at Last” and “Late Migrations.” Her next book, “The Comfort of Crows: A Backyard Year,” will be published in October.

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The Only Color Picture of Tolstoy, Taken by Photography Pioneer Sergey Prokudin-Gorsky (1908)

The Only Color Picture of Tolstoy, Taken by Photography Pioneer Sergey Prokudin-Gorsky (1908)

The photo above depicts Lev Nikolayevich Tolstoy, better known in the English-speaking world as Leo Tolstoy. It dates from 1908, when he had nearly all his work behind him: the major novels War and Peace and Anna Karenina, of course, but also the acclaimed late book The Death of Ivan Ilyich. His own death, in fact, lay not much more than two years before him. (See footage of the final days of his life here.) This didn’t offer much of a window of opportunity to the chemist Sergey Prokudin-Gorsky, who had recently developed a photography process that could capture the great man of letters in “true color” — and who understood that such a portrait would score a promotional coup for his innovation.

“After many years of work, I have now achieved excellent results in producing accurate colors,” Prokudin-Gorsky wrote to Tolstoy early that same year. “My colored projections are known in both Europe and in Russia. Now that my method of photography requires no more than 1 to 3 seconds, I will allow myself to ask your permission to visit for one or two days (keeping in mind the state of your health and weather) in order to take several color photographs of you and your spouse.” After receiving that permission, Prokudin-Gorsky spent two days at Yasnaya Polyana, Tolstoy’s family estate, where he took color pictures of not just the man himself but his working quarters and the surrounding grounds.

“A few months later, in its August 1908 issue, The Proceedings of the Russian Technical Society ran the following announcement describing ‘the first Russian color photoportrait,’ a color photograph of L. N. Tolstoy,” according to Tolstoy Studies Journal. The resulting fame drew Prokudin-Gorsky an invitation to show his work to Tsar Nicholas II, who subsequently furnished him with the resources to spend ten years photographically documenting Russia in color. “To this day, nobody knows exactly what camera Prokudin-Gorsky used,” writes Kai Bernau at Words that Work, “but it was likely a large wooden camera with a special holder for a sliding glass negative plate, taking three sequential monochrome photographs, each through a different colored filter.” This appears to be a technological descendant of the process developed in the early eighteen-sixties by Scottish physicist-poet James Clerk Maxwell, creator of the first color photograph in history.

To view that photograph, Maxwell “projected the three slides using three different projectors, each affixed with the same color filter that had been used to produce the slide.” Prokudin-Gorsky, too, had to project his photos, though he did later make color prints; “he also published it, in significant numbers, as a collectible postcard,” says Tolstoy Studies Journal, adding that the version seen here is a scan of one such postcard. How accurately a lithographed reproduction like the one above of Tolstoy represents the ‘real’ colors of Prokudin-Gorsky’s original projected image is debatable”; the basic technological difference between “subtractive” lithography and “additive’ projection means that we can’t be seeing quite the same picture of Tolstoy that the Tsar did — but then, it’s a good a likeness of him as we’re ever going to get.

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Based in Seoul, Colin Marshall writes and broadcasts on cities, language, and culture. His projects include the Substack newsletter Books on Cities, the book The Stateless City: a Walk through 21st-Century Los Angeles and the video series The City in Cinema. Follow him on Twitter at @colinmarshall or on Facebook.

Prairie Farmer staff win big for writing, photography

Prairie Farmer staff win big for writing, photography

We don’t toot our own horns very often here at Prairie Farmer, but several of our staff brought home hardware this summer from the Ag Media Summit. The winning entries were part of the annual Agricultural Communications Network awards contest, where ag journalists nationwide showcase their best work in photography, writing and more.

Editor Holly Spangler won Writer of the Year, Honorable Mention — sort of like reserve national champion. The portfolio of stories recognized included:

Pumpkins: Not for the faint of heart

Where do Illinois checkoff dollars go?

Heroes, villains and the folks in between

Associate Editor Betty Haynes brought home a stack of awards, including Master Writer — an incredible feat in just her second year in the contest. Four of her photos were recognized for excellence and her writing awards included:

• 3rd Place Economics and Management: Flexing through volatility

• 1st Place Issues: Why dicamba complaints dropped in Illinois

• 3rd Place Technical Feature: How to choose the right cattle barn

• 3rd Place Team Story with Jennifer Carrico: Better beef biosecurity needed

Haynes also received the Andy Markwart Horizon Award, given to a young ag journalist whose passionate, creative work embodies the dedication of the late Andy Markwart. This award is especially poignant for the Prairie Farmer staff because Markwart served as a field editor here in the late ’90s.

“It’s an incredible honor to be the 2023 Andy Markwart Horizon Award winner,” Haynes says. “It’s remarkable to get to write for the publication Andy once worked for, and to continue in his footsteps of communicating the highest-quality ag news to rural Illinois.”

Former art director Melissa Landgraf’s work was also recognized, placing in the design category for her infographic in Haynes’ “How to choose the right cattle barn” story.

‘No one gave me the finger more than David Crosby!’ Legendary photographer Henry Diltz on shooting music’s giants

‘No one gave me the finger more than David Crosby!’ Legendary photographer Henry Diltz on shooting music’s giants

‘Sometimes,” says Henry Diltz, “the great picture is the one that happens before you set everything up.” The legendary music photographer, speaking from his home in north Hollywood, has taken shots that became stamped into the annals of rock history. Not only was he was the official photographer at 1969’s Woodstock festival, he has also shot more than 200 album covers, including Morrison Hotel by the Doors, and has an archive that’s more like a Who’s Who of musicians. But it is his six-decade association with Crosby, Stills, Nash and Young that means the most to him.

“Nobody ever gave me the finger more than David Crosby,” he says. “It was almost automatic. I’d raise the camera and he’d go like that.” He mimics the action. “But then he would break out into a laugh and I’d get a great shot.” He pauses, remembering his friend, who died in January. “I loved David.”

Returning to his “great picture” theory, Diltz says: “There is a picture of Joni Mitchell looking out the window of the house in Laurel Canyon that she shared with Graham Nash. It was where he wrote Our House. I had received a call, saying, ‘Joni needs some new publicity pictures. Will you go up to her house?’ So I went over there late morning with Gary.” That’s Gary Burden, the graphic designer who did all of Neil Young’s album covers, except for Harvest (and therein hangs a tale, which we’ll get to).

“As we walked up, Joni was leaning out the window waiting. She said, ‘Hey, good morning!’ and started talking to Gary for five or 10 minutes, which left me to walk around and take photos. Later, we took pictures while she played the dulcimer and sang. Those were nice, but the great picture was the first one when she was waiting for us in the window.”

Neil Young, Graham Nash and David Crosby, backstage, Metropolitan Sports Arena, Minneapolis, 9 July 1970

Born in Kansas City in 1938, Diltz’s early years were nomadic. “My father was in the diplomatic corps,” he says, “so we moved around a lot. We lived in Tokyo, Bangkok and Munich.” He later spent a year at military school in West Point, before studying psychology at the University of Hawaii. Then, one day in 1966, he saw a table full of cameras in a second-hand store, bought one, and a lifelong love affair began. “I just started taking photos of my friends in Laurel Canyon,” he says. “Then, one by one, they became famous.”

Now 85, Diltz exudes warmth and geniality, his white hair scraped back into a ponytail, a sharp curiosity flickering in his eyes, a camera ready in his pocket everywhere he goes. Even when not working, he takes about 100 pictures a day. We are meeting, via Zoom, to discuss his new photobook CSN&Y: Love the One You’re With. Boasting 835 photos, many previously unpublished, and eyewitness accounts from the supergroup and luminaries such as Jackson Browne and Joni Mitchell, it is an unprecedented document of CSN&Y’s journey from Laurel Canyon choir angels to stadium-conquering superstars. “Henry was our friend who happened to have a camera,” Graham Nash later tells me. “He was one of us.”

CSN&Y were a phenomenon. An intoxicating blend of soaring harmonies, pastoral folk and swirling rock, Crosby, Stills and Nash’s eponymous era-defining 1969 debut album (pre Young) was followed less than a year later by their first as a four-piece, Déjà Vu. Stratospheric success led to rampant egos, drug addiction and in-fighting. As the 70s wore on, relations hit the skids and the band fell apart.

Diltz was there every step of the way. He had become friends with Stills in 1963, during the folk revival in New York’s Greenwich Village, and their paths crossed again three years later in LA. “I walk by a house one day and I hear guitar music,” he recalls. “I go to the door and Stephen is inside.” Stills invited him to a club where his new folk-rock group were playing that evening. They were called Buffalo Springfield.

While the band soundchecked, Diltz hung around the parking lot. “On the back of the club was a huge mural: a colourful painting of a guy on a bicycle. I was focusing on that when the back door opened and Buffalo Springfield walked out. I said, ‘Hey guys, would you just stand in front of that mural for a minute? I want to show how big it is.’ They stood making faces and I kept clicking away.”

A few days later, Diltz received a call from music magazine TeenSet, which had interviewed the band and required a photo. They offered $100. “I’d never made a nickel taking a picture,” Diltz says, his disbelief still palpable after all these years. “That was a revelation.”

‘Eric sat there staring at her fingers’ … Joni Mitchell, David Crosby and Eric Clapton at a picnic in 1968.

By early 1968, musicians were flocking to the sylvan splendour of Laurel Canyon in the Hollywood Hills. Among them was Mama Cass of the Mamas and the Papas, who threw soirées that everyone wanted to be invited to. Cass had just met British rock trio Cream on a TV show and asked their “shy” guitarist Eric Clapton to a picnic. Diltz was present, along with Crosby and his “protégé” Mitchell.

“Joni’s album hadn’t been released,” says Diltz, “but she sat under the tree and played the whole thing. I walked around taking pictures while Eric sat there staring at her fingers. He’d never heard of her and, because every song was in a different tuning, he’d never seen anything like it either. David loved to have her play for people because he wanted to blow their minds. Everybody would be in awe.”

Mitchell, by then the girlfriend of Graham Nash, saw some sights of her own. “Joni was the only witness to the birth of Crosby, Stills and Nash,” says Nash, referring to the night he joined in with Crosby and Stills singing You Don’t Have to Cry. “Once I started singing, nothing else mattered. I knew I would have to go back to England, leave the Hollies, come to America, and follow that sound. I rolled the dice and the biggest rewards came.”

Diltz adds: “In the beginning, they were all thrilled with the sound they could make. I would always hear, ‘They were at a party the other night and sang Blackbird by the Beatles as a three-part harmony.’”

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He shows me a backstage shot where Young is snapped mid-sentence alongside Nash and Crosby. “If I’d have been a ‘proper’ photographer,” he says, “I might have walked up and said, ‘Let’s get a shot here.’ But then you wouldn’t have captured the magic of the moment. I was never in their faces, so they’d forget I was there.”

Diltz smiling with a camera

By 1970, Neil Young had moved to a ranch in Half Moon Bay he named Broken Arrow. It was there he wrote his solo album Harvest, frequently included in “greatest album of all time” lists. “Gary was a really good friend of Neil’s,” says Diltz. “We would drive up to Neil’s ranch and spend the weekend. We’d get up early and walk around with him. And I would just take photos of everything I saw.

“Gary did all of Neil’s album covers except one: Harvest. One time we were up there, Neil was sitting on a hay bale with a hat playing a little guitar. I think that photo would have been the cover of Harvest, except Gary and Neil had an argument or something, so he never designed that cover. It came out with just the word ‘Harvest’ on it instead. It’s not official but that photo is the perfect Harvest photo. In the times that I would hang out with Neil at his ranch, he was very funny. He would laugh about everything. He’s got a great feel for life, but he’s very private.”

By 1988, Crosby had kicked his heroin habit and the rest had addressed demons of their own. Diltz captured a joyous mood as they reunited at Young’s ranch to record the American Dream album. “There was a feeling that we were all back,” says Nash. “Crosby had gone through his drug issues and we’d all stopped snorting cocaine. We were singing together again, getting that blend, that sound.”

Despite their more recent famous falling out, Nash tells me he “desperately” misses Crosby. “He was my best friend for over 50 years. By the end, we were emailing and voicemailing each other. We were getting together. I set up a FaceTime so I could see his face. I waited and waited for the call, but it never came. He passed away a couple of days later.” Nash goes on: “Crosby was a unique musician. He was a great rhythm guitar player. We know that his life was chaotic and he didn’t take care of himself as well as the rest of us did, but we are incredibly sad our partner has died.” He pauses and adds: “All that arguing and shitty stuff that we did to each other, it’s meaningless now.”

As for Diltz, he continues to draw fans. His Instagram page is stuffed with arresting images from music’s yesteryear. And this week, he will receive the Icon prize at the Abbey Road Studios Music Photography awards. “I was flabbergasted,” he says. “I didn’t photograph for awards or rewards, but it’s so lovely to be recognised.”

He adds: “In life, you leave your mark one way or the other. You may have kids, you may do art, you may do something else. I’ve never thought, ‘I made that picture.’ Bullshit. God made the picture. I just pushed the button. I’m happy I captured beautiful moments of people I admired who were also my friends.”

CSN&Y: Love the One You’re With is published by Genesis Publications at £295.

Common Mistakes in Boudoir Photography and How to Avoid Uncomfortable Situations

Common Mistakes in Boudoir Photography and How to Avoid Uncomfortable Situations
© Nomi Ellenson May, Boudoir by Nomi
© Becca Murray

As I’ve learned more about boudoir photographers in recent weeks, one thing that sticks with me is the experiences that brought these artists to where they are today. Emma Christine, for instance, was a nurse before she ventured into boudoir photography—a career she credits with teaching her to celebrate and care for women and their bodies. 

Nomi Ellenson May, the artist behind Boudoir by Nomi, started out as a full-time nanny so she could take photography classes; later, she shot celebrities on the red carpet before building her own studio. “Since 2016, I have photographed over 900 women who have walked through my studio doors,” she reflects. “Each time, I cultivate a space where every shape, size, age, and sexual orientation is welcome with no judgment.”

As a follow-up to our Tips and Tricks of Boudoir Photography article, we asked four artists to tell us about some of the misconceptions people have about the genre. In this guide, they’re sharing some common mistakes that unfortunately still happen from time to time in the industry—and explain what they do instead. 

© Emma Christine

 
Mistake #1: Not prepping your client

“It’s important to set the tone for a session before the client ever sets foot in the studio—from the language that you use to the outfits you suggest, to the guidance you provide,” Becca Murray explains. “It’s all going to inform the energy that the clients bring into the space, and you want them to feel as open and comfortable and trusting as possible.”

Make sure your client understands how you work and what the actual shoot will look like. “Lead with curiosity, assume good intentions, and treat your clients (and potential clients) like humans,” Murray adds. “Being friendly does not make you unprofessional, and having boundaries does not make you mean.”

Mistake #2: Not setting boundaries

Speaking of boundaries, these are especially important in a field like boudoir photography, May says. If you’re not comfortable with a client, a request, or a situation, it’s okay to say no

“Stay true to yourself and keep your own firm boundaries, even if it means passing on a client,” Stephanie Bordas, the photographer behind Brooklyn Boudoir, adds. “Get as specific as possible with clients about what they are comfortable with and what you will or won’t do. You can even ask them to put together some photo references via Pinterest or Google search with images they like, since people have different definitions of what ‘demure’ or ‘NSFW’ means.”

© Stephanie Bordas, Brooklyn Boudoir


Mistake #3: Focusing only on 20-somethings

“I’m trying to break the stereotype that you need to be in your 20s for this kind of shoot,” Bordas tells me. “My clients range from their 20s through their 60s. I love to give more mature women the opportunity to be more than a mother/businesswoman/wife/grandmother and find that spark within them again. 

“I believe that boudoir is for everybody and every body—regardless of age, relationship status, or body size. Every person deserves to feel seen, and I’m honored to have a career that helps women feel seen every day.” 

Mistake #4: Over-editing  

Your boudoir photography clients should look like themselves—not Photoshopped versions of themselves. “I describe my style as body positive boudoir, but I think of it more as body-affirming,” Murray tells me. “I create a space for people to show up as their whole, authentic selves. I don’t pose people to look smaller or alter their bodies in Photoshop. I don’t come in with an idea of what I want people to look like. I allow their energy, the way they move, the way they relax into their body, to guide the session.” 

Heather Ann © Becca Murray

Mistake #5: Not getting a contract

“Have official contracts from the get-go,” Murray urges. A contract protects you and your client, so have one in place each and every time. 

Mistake #6: Sharing images without permission

This one is a major red flag. “When I hear from some of my clients that their first boudoir photography session with someone else didn’t go well, it’s sometimes because the photographer shared their images without their consent,” Emma Christine says. “I always offer to keep my clients’ images totally private. This is such a priority for me, and I would hope other photographers try to respect their clients’ privacy during one of their most vulnerable moments as well.” 

© Emma Christine

Mistake #7: Doing it for a quick buck

“I think there are a lot of people who see boudoir photography as a way to make lots of money with photography, but if someone is getting into boudoir for the money, they’re doing it for the wrong reason,” Emma Christine admits. “Boudoir photography is unlike any other genre. It’s not something you can casually pick up if your bookings are slow. 

“Many of my clients view their session as a day of healing for themselves, a day to renew their self-image. I recognize I have an immense responsibility every day that I’m in the studio, and it’s never lost on me that this could really impact the way that they view themselves.”

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Mental Health Photography: Personal Stories from Photographers Coping with Depression

Mental Health Photography: Personal Stories from Photographers Coping with Depression
© Susan Borowitz

As she entered mid-life, Susan Borowitz had her first experience with clinical depression. “My particular trigger came in the form of small airplanes that flew near my house from the nearby airport,” she remembers. “Whenever I heard them, I would tense up, my anxiety would skyrocket, and I would go deeper into despair.” She also remembers laying down on the floor of the shower and letting the hot water run over her: it was one thing that helped her to feel calm. 

Ultimately, Borowitz sought help through psychotherapy and medication. She emerged from that period of despair. Somewhere along the way, she discovered a passion for photography as well. 

In the beginning, she was mostly experimenting and learning, but over time, she noticed a recurring motif throughout her photographs: “a woman feeling stuck, being stuck, unable to move forward.” Her mind turned back to that time when she was clinically depressed. 

Through her work, perhaps Borowitz is coming to terms with what happened to her in the past. Maybe she’s fortifying herself in case it happens again in the future. Probably both. “I can’t say why I wanted to do it,” she tells me. “It just became what I do.” 

This kind of internal drive and motivation—the idea photographers make pictures not necessarily because they want to but because they feel they must—comes up again and again when I speak to artists making work about their experiences with depression. Then, somewhere along the way, they inevitably end up helping other people by showing us that we’re not alone. I asked four photographers to share their stories. 

Troy Colby: Coping with depression through mental health photography 

Troy Colby was diagnosed with clinical depression at the age of eighteen. “I supposed it never really went away, but it just had shifted and taken other forms in my life,” he says now. “In 2019, it took hold so bad that I would cry at every word, and couldn’t function for the life of me.”

During periods of depression, like the one he experienced in 2019, making pictures has been impossible. “When I am truly depressed, I cannot make any work,” he says. “It is in the moments of clarity or calm when the work takes place. Then, I am able to look back and realize how internalized these feelings and emotions really were.”

These days, Colby maintains his mental health by going to counseling once a month. He still has difficult days—after all, “depression never leaves and there is no cure”—but he reminds himself to appreciate the good things as well. And throughout it all, photography has always been something he can return to. 

“Honestly, without the camera, I may not be here,” he tells me. “The camera is my tool for understanding. The images are a by-product of this. In the past, I did not have that outlet, and by studying photography and sharing it with others, I have found a way to deal with the world. It warms my heart to make work that is open and honest.”

Jameisha Prescod: Reaching others through mental health photography

© Jameisha Prescod

Jameisha Prescod is an artist, filmmaker, and writer based in London. “I think I’ve been in a relationship with depression for a very long time,” they tell me. They realized they were depressed in their teens but felt afraid, at that time, to tell anyone. As an adult, during the Covid lockdowns, they sought help and received a diagnosis: clinical depression and anxiety.


“The official labels allowed me to treat it like other chronic conditions I deal with and try to manage my symptoms through adequate treatment,” they explain. During that time, turning the camera on themself was born of necessity: amid lockdowns, they couldn’t connect with others in person. But soon, it became something more, and they started making work exploring what depression looked like for them. 

“Taking photographs in response to my depression forced me to actually look at myself at the height of my suffering,” they remember. “With a photograph titled Untangling, in particular, I was extremely ashamed that my depression led me to live in such a messy, cluttered space. It was embarrassing. Keep in mind that most of us communicated via Zoom during that time. It was easy to cover up the realities of home life with a blurred background or a fun green screen filter. This photo did the opposite of that.”

Untangling © Jameisha Prescod

That photograph, a self-portrait of the artist knitting, ultimately went on to win the Wellcome Photography Prize. It was shared around the world. “While I still feel a level of shame with so many people seeing that photo, one thing that helped me navigate things was two simple words uttered by so many: ‘Me too,’” the artist tells me now. “After releasing the photo, a lot of people opened up about going through the same things as me. They felt seen and amazingly through my interactions with others, I also feel seen.”

Heather Evans Smith: Revealing the unseen through mental health photography

Paint It Blue, 2021 © Heather Evans Smith

Heather Evans Smith started noticing signs of depression when she entered her forties. Then, her father died. His passing was an event that she says “blew [the depression] wide open.” She tells me, “I think I had been ignoring it because it would show itself as anxiety and physical symptoms. When my dad died, the sadness became overwhelming, and I knew I had to address it.” 

During this time, Evans Smith learned she wasn’t alone: many women experienced the onset of depression at age forty-four. She knew then that she wanted to express what she was feeling through images. Eventually, she created the series Blue, a collection of magical and melancholy photographs that take us inside the artist’s mind and imagination. 

“It took a while to feel ready to shoot,” Evans Smith says. “It felt impossible to do when I was down in it. It took a year of stepping away from the project and focusing on my depression through therapy and medication before I was ready to tackle it.”

You Are Not The Only One, 2021 © Heather Evans Smith

While working on the project, the artist shared the images in real time. This is not something she’s done in the past, but she made an exception. “The responses from women were validating,” Evans Smith remembers now. “I received comments such as ‘It feels like you are seeing me through this.’ I realized that this wasn’t just about me and my depression but about all women going through this. The more we talk about it, the less stigmatized depression is.”

Susan Borowitz: Illustrating depression through mental health photography 

© Susan Borowitz

“Depression is difficult to describe,” Borowitz says. “Some see it as a persistent cloud that hampers even the smallest enjoyment of life, but for me, it felt like an abyss. Even after I emerged from the worst of it, I felt constantly in danger of falling back in. I described it as walking along the very fine edge of a china cup, aware that the smallest misstep could send me sliding back to the bottom of a pit too slippery to easily climb out of again.”

Her staged narrative self-portraits are a visual representation of her feelings of anxiety and “stuckness.” She’s never made work while in the midst of depression, and she doesn’t think she would—but photography has helped her to cope in the long term. 

“I have benefitted from probing my subconscious and its descent into the abyss in the sense that it helps me to process the experience a bit better,” she explains. “By breaking down its parts—-an analysis necessary to get to the core of what emotions I’m trying to convey—it separates the overwhelming tidal wave of depression into smaller waves that I can more easily understand, predict, and navigate, so that any negative depressive emotions do not throw me.”

“Be open, be honest, and reach out to your friends, loved ones, and even family. Know that you are not alone. There is someone out there who does care and others who have no idea what you are going through. Break down that barrier and talk. It all starts with a conversation or an image.” – Troy Colby

Further reading:

Following a Period of Depression, A Father Picks Up His Camera Once More

Self-Portrait in Lockdown Wins the Wellcome Photography Prize

Photographer Creates Magical Portraits of Her 4-Year-Old Daughter in ‘Seen Not Heard’

Finding Humor In Life’s (Many) Challenges

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